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Name: Kristal
Location: California, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: hula dancing, reading, snowboarding, sitting, eating, daydreaming
Expertise: being quiet when i want to, daydreaming,
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/18/2003
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| wow.. i have soo much emotions, soo many things to say... don't know who wants to hear it.. so obviously, whoever does.. will and could read this.
the retreat.. was awesome, my group.. awesome!! group11, i love you guys! let's see.. when i got there... i dropped off my stuff and found CYNTHIA DY, talked to her a while. then we "checked-in" and went to our designated classrooms. ORANGE BUS!!! played some games (ie. charades, pictionary). THen PHIL ATANGAN bought me yoshinoya cause i didn't want to eat pizza. ((THANKS PHIL!)) Got into the bus and sat with MICHELLE, my partner. the drive wasn't all that bad, i was able to move around and such... talked to JACKIE C. and JENNA! when we go there.. we watched the RULES VIDEO!!! YEAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! my BABY, was in it!! hahahahaha.. i'm going to marry him... =). then.. OH YEAHH!!! there was a scary nun, i got sooo scared... i screamed! assigned to CABIN 19!!! in my room there was- ELIANA, ELIZABETH, JANET, MARIBEL, and MICHELLE. and then TRACY, the cabin chief and nurse, and i were trying to fix some stuff that she and i stayed up for. OHH YEAHH.. and my cluster leader, JASON, you were great... god's love will always be better than Lechon. God's love is consistant!
woke up.6:30. last, as usual.. well.. in my room.. then i woke up everyone else who wasn't in the cabin. ACTION SONGS, then ate breakfast. then a session. i kinda got teary. then ate lunch. let's just say i cried after the skit. that was really sad. and MODESTA, mann i love her! she's always always cheerful and makes my day! then dinner and then sessions. they were all pretty good. TALENT SHOW... EVERYONE WAS GOOD!!! mann.. the talents you guys have!! you guys are great!can't forget about HARMONIZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha slept late.. OHH YEAHH!!! hahaha mann.. sleepover fun! JACKIE, JENNA, MICHELLE, STEPHANIE, and me wrote on people's faces while they were sleeping.. and we just kept laughing. omg. it was hilarious!!!
woke up at 7? haha practically everyone was awake. started to pack up. breakfast, session. went home. i was SICK, threw up 3 times. mann... i had the funnest time with JACKIE, JENNA, MICHELLE, PRINCE and JASON! first they took my bag and hid it under my seat. and i was crying desperately for it. then i was trying to get prince for what he did to me on friday.. next thing you know my BOOT was gone!! mann messed up... went to eat LUNCH. happy birthday MICHAEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then went to MASS. i sang. after that.. somehow i felt something, i felt different.. i felt like i was in love.. or maybe it was because that i was spiritually high.
if i was feeling like i was in love.. there might have been 2 factors for it. one well.. PEACH!! i love him, i will marry him.. and then the other.. well he's just soo dedicated to church and he gave me that attention that i wanted. i've been feeling this for the whole retreat... i don't know how to explain it. i love retreats though. | | |
| GGGGGGGRRRRRRR!!!!
I hate LIVING with HIM. he's such a freaken pig. LITERALLY. think he's soo cool. thinks he's higher than other people. think he's the fucking "shit". when in reality he's not anything. yeahh.. he finished college. BIG FUCKING DEAL. congratulations, now use some of that education to good use, fucking idiot who doesn't even use his fucking common sense. i hate it when people don't do that.
USE YOUR DAMN COMMON SENSE! do you not have one?
don't know how to drive? get off the street or freeway and get OUT of my way.
WHY DON"T PEOPLE USE COMMON SENSE?
USE IT!
we just do not get along if you don't use that. not patient? me neither.. so don't take the time to get to know me. i'm tired of being quiet. i'm tired of being pushed around because someone else thinks their always right.
can't throw your trash? LIVE LIKE A PIG. you'll sure do look and smell like one.
Common sense. i swear. it's not that hard to use it. | | |
| i feel sooo unappreciated for any of the things i do. i don't know.. maybe it just because i like attention sometimes and i don't get it. and i don't have that boyfriend to give me that.
i just hate it. like really.. i think my life only involves a few certain things... not even a few, it's more like a couple.
1. work
2. brandon.
i mean with friends, it feels like i have none. no one ever calls me up to say, heyyyy.. let's go kdjfaowefjksdf. nothing. it sounds really really pathetic. i know, trust me... i live it. like most of the time, when i'm out.. it's because i would say " let's go out." but not even that. that's why i work most of my time.
i don't know if i like school. i've missed more than 10 days? probably? at the most... or missed atleast 5. and i'm not even counting the days where i was late. and when i say late, i mean really late like... i would miss the whole day except 5th period.
the only time i want to write in here is when i feel like this. like no one cares. i honestly think that. but still..
some of my friends are even against me... don't say anything if you don't know everything! if you don't like me, fine. but don't go around telling people my business when you don't know anything at all. don't blame things on me when it's not my fault.. you certainly forgot your part also, yet you blame it on me.
i don't know if i want to tell people off for what they've done because i hate drama but damn biotches, don't ease your soul by blaming things on me or even say that it was my fault.
i can't wait till highschool is over! i want to meet new people, that's what i'm all about anyways. since no one can handle me... it feels like i have no friends at all... yeah.. yeahh.. you call me mysterious. yeah, maybe that's my fault. but you don't have to know every little thing about me so that you can hang out with me.
whatever, i'm out. | | |
| i am here now, back in carson. not to mention Carson high. don't you just have those days where you get tired of everything and you don't wanna do anything at all? well.. i had that a few weeks ago where i wanted to write in here, but i couldn't because i didn't wanna go on the computer.
THis is IT, my SENIOR year! goodness, i've done a lot for just a few months for this year. not even JUST this year, i mean my whole 4 years of highschool. it's only going to be 8 more months until we graduate?? how will will that be! i really want to go to college, far from here, but not that far. i might still stay here in california... i can't get anywhere else.
I love to travel, so far i've been to the Philippines, Hawaii, Michigan, Japan, Mexi Cali. i went to Ensanda for a cruise. philippines, i want to go back there again. i want to go to New York, and i can't choose between that Hawaii, or New York. i don't mind going to those places by myself either.
WORK- i like work, i get money hungry at times. i can be workaholic, i think it runs in the family. when i first got my first pay check from my 2nd job, i was shock to see those numbers. i don't know... plus they said it's good for what i want to pursue. it's not that far from home either. i get to choose my own schedule.
Hula- ehh.. it's the same.. same routines, same people, same thing every week. i don't like performing as much. i remember how i used to cry because i didn't get asked to dance. now it's like they're constantly asking me now.. i'm not even good. i get paid though =).
School- 5 classes, the best thing to have!! i feel stressed but again, i don't. i don't know.. maybe it's just me. i missed a day already. grr.. i don't know.. it's weird.
i don't know.. that's all i want to talk about for now. | | |
| i'm going to Japan! what more can i say? i'm really excited to go. scared too! what if i get lost? what if they don't speak english, what if i have to eat something i wouldn't want to eat? TOKYO DISNEY here i come! hopefully, i heard it was expensive though. goodness. i'll a certain few people, especially my family! well anyways SUNDAY, july 24 2005 DEPARTURE FLIGHT: Lax to Tokyo, Narita Airport. SINGAPORE AIRLINES: Flight # 11. DEPARTURE TIME: 2:35 pm. Journey Time: 11hrs and 25 min Monday, August 8 Singapore Airlines: Flight #12 Arrival time to LAX: 12:50 pm. Thats my departure and arrival. well see you i guess on august 8th. bye.. thanks for taking the time. i posted it up for the people who wants to go to the airport to say bye to me. ((HINT HINT)) | | |
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